You're afraid of me, aren't you?
I've become synonymous with chaos.
When she screamed in the middle of the night
And I was suffocating in my tears.

Are you afraid that I'll hit you?,
I'll attack like a stray dog.
But I didn't want that.,
Nothing depends on me.

I don't see you when I wake up.,
My brain is still in that nightmare.
And they're holding me down again,
And I'm struggling with all my might.

Flashbacks jam reality,
They come without asking, without knocking.
They instill fears in me. –
I won't go where it's crowded.

And let the work no longer save,
But I do not know of any other medicine.
They'll catch up with me again in my dream,
And now life has become dangerous

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